往亊并不如煙瘦肉 <p class="ql-block">青春恰似攀枝花</p> <p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block"> <b style="font-size:22px;">往 事 并 不 如 煙</b></p><p class="ql-block"> 寫在支邊五十周年 </p><p class="ql-block"> 汪建</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">喊一聲勐拉壩喲，</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就淚濕了老花眼，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">勐拉壩牽著我心尖尖五十年。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一年那一天，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">支邊列車的汽笛喚起鳴咽一片。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">前途山水萬千，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">回頭眼淚萬千。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一路向那云之南，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">去向國境線最邊邊。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一年那一天，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">勐拉壩來了我們這群</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">缺少知識的知識青年。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">眼前是層層的橡膠林，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">遠處是長滿荊棘的大荒山。</span></p><p class="ql-block">：</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">旱螞蝗多得心發(fā)麻，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">大蚊子三個就能炒一盤。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">紅蟻黑蟻吐毒液，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">馬蜂大蛇隨處見。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">白云深處藏苗家，</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">風尾竹下傣族寨子飄炊煙。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">攀枝花開紅似火，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">藤條江水綠如藍。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">老職工迎出笑臉送熱水，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">連長噓寒又問暖，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">指導員語重心長一席話，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">撩得小知青心里熱浪滾滾翻。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">廣闊天地煉紅心，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">要讓邊疆換新顏。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">竹籬笆做墻蓋茅草，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">樹叉叉支床鋪竹片。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一小把韭菜一瓢鹽，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">沖一鍋開水來伴飯。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">生活艱難不叫苦，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">只想好好來表現(xiàn)。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">提起砍刀扛上鋤，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">學著老職工斗地戰(zhàn)天。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">開荒種地掄大鋤，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">滿手血泡磨成繭。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">披荊斬棘揮砍刀，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">毒蜂蛇蟲等閑看。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">赤腳踩泥打土坯，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">顧不得泥漿臟了好容顏。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">風雨里逆行上山搶膠水，</span></p><p class="ql-block">鐵桶膠擔壓柔肩。</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">日頭下衣背汗?jié)n描圖畫，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">暴雨里額頭水簾遮住眼。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">從小沒受過苦和累，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">如今卻要唱越是艱險越向前。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那時候交通閉塞道路河阻斷，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">多少次挑糧送物</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">晃悠悠過吊橋到對岸，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">橋下有湍急的江河水，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">橋上是稀疏的朽木板，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">還有小路坎坷在山巖。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一次洪水卷著泥石翻，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">拖拉機困在河里面，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">好伙伴拖一根牽引繩，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">奮身撲進濁浪間！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一次少數(shù)民族刀耕火種放火來燒山，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">惡風卷烈焰逼近膠林邊。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">煙里火里我們沖進突出全不顧生死，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">毛發(fā)燎焦衣衫褸襤人人都累癱。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一次大山里去伐木，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">放著木排沖波逆折過險灘，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">星光照著我們這群，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">這群赤膊的小男子漢！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一年邊境風云突變，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">有鄰國不自量力挑恤我們的主權(quán)，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">炮火硝煙里知青勇毅請戰(zhàn)，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">共和國旗幟上的風彩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">知青舍得用血染！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那里氣候濕熱多瘴癘，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">怪病奇癥也會把身纏。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">好多人患瘧疾</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">發(fā)熱寒顫打擺子，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">水樣的腹瀉讓人半天瘦一圈。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那些年農(nóng)場物質(zhì)生活太貧寒，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">天天粗米糙飯白水煮青菜，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">油葷的感覺</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">離開舌尖很遙遠，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">好幾月才復習一次肉香味，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">誤了我們長身體的好時間。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">有些年法律意識淡，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">管理工作簡單粗暴又野蠻，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">遇上知青小調(diào)皮，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就用繩索捆綁吊起來，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">雙手反剪在背后，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">腳下吊幾塊大土磚。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">痛得高聲嘶嚎哭聲慘，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">身上繩索勒痕幾月不消散。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我可敬可親的老職工啊，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">為什么這時就狠心變了臉！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">多年后一首搖滾曲，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">讓我明白那時你們是眼前蒙住了紅布片。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也有女知青遭凌辱，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">身心的傷口只能自己含淚舔。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">雖然工作勞累生活苦，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也有老職工言行讓人心里暖。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一天夜里狂風暴雨夾雷電，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">曬場上成堆的黃豆要沖散，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我看見瘦高體弱的指導員，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">風雨里沖在最前面的細腳桿。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一天開荒種橡膠，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">休息時故意把老班長纏，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">忽悠他講戰(zhàn)斗經(jīng)歷忘時間。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一天出工誤了點，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">憨厚的連長氣得板起臉，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我們卻自顧在他口袋里掏香煙。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">歷經(jīng)磨煉好多年，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">樣樣事情知青成骨干。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也曾修路架橋，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也曾蓋房燒磚，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也曾駕駛汽車奔馳險峻崎嶇路，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也曾身背藥箱悉心照料醫(yī)病患。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">珍惜資源翻書學釀酒，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">搶工期大膽承包敢為先。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">做老師嘔心瀝血教育當?shù)赝蓿?lt;/span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那幾年高考成績熱辣了我們縣。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">青春捂熱了勐拉壩的土，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">熱血澆綠了長滿橡膠樹的山。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">領(lǐng)導曾鼓動大家表決心，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">要讓知青們扎根邊疆六十年。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">怎禁得家鄉(xiāng)父母天天含淚倚門喚：</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“我那遠行的兒女喲，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">你可要快快回家轉(zhuǎn)……。”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">終于泣血爭來知青大返城，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">行李漫卷，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">歸心如箭！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">離開時有人曾經(jīng)抱怨，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">今后撒尿也不會朝著這一邊。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">其實浸過我們血汗的勐拉壩喲，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一直是心頭的那寸柔軟。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">時光已流過五十年，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那方水土那方人，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">常在記憶里絢爛。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">藤條江滋潤過我的心田，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">攀枝花曾在夢里悄悄開，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">親手種下的橡膠樹，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">還在用綠蔭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">續(xù)著我們和勐拉壩的緣。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">分水嶺的云海喲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是不是還在翻卷？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">大平臺的店子喲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">還有沒有帶肉的路邊餐？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">阿得博的哈尼挮田</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可還是那樣秀美？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">蠻耗河斑駁的大橋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不知變了沒變？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">勐拉街頭那棵大青樹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是不是仍等著與知青們團圓？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">民族老鄉(xiāng)的雞鴨蛋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可還是栓著賣？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">街邊的竹攤上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可還擺著米粉卷？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">街子上的傣妹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可還像含羞草羞羞的笑？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">苗家小伙的大襠褲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可還固執(zhí)著陰丹藍？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">耳邊偶爾也會響起</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">少數(shù)民族熱情好客的倒裝語：</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“大哥大姐啊.</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">來家嘜……玩我嘛，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我不在兒子姑娘在……”。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">或許</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">這也是勐拉壩對知青們的呼喚。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">…………</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那段經(jīng)歷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不會隨著歲月消散，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">因為在心里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">往事并不如煙。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"> .2021年5月20</span>日</p> <p class="ql-block">國境邊上有個金平縣</p> <p class="ql-block">金平縣有個壩子叫勐拉</p> <p class="ql-block">勐拉壩上有個云南生產(chǎn)建設兵團</p><p class="ql-block">四師十八團</p><p class="ql-block">現(xiàn)金平國營農(nóng)場</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block">也許是老天安排，</p><p class="ql-block">那年那月那天</p><p class="ql-block">仿佛就是今年今月今天。</p> <p class="ql-block">我用青春捂熱過的勐拉壩喲</p> <p class="ql-block">橡膠林</p> <p class="ql-block">割膠</p> <p class="ql-block">比較偏遠的連隊</p> <p class="ql-block">無花果</p> <p class="ql-block">樹菠蘿（菠蘿蜜）</p> <p class="ql-block">木瓜樹</p> <p class="ql-block">含羞草</p> <p class="ql-block">少數(shù)民族水力加工棚</p> <p class="ql-block">竹籬茅舍，知青之家。</p> <p class="ql-block">那時的傣寨</p> <p class="ql-block">真正的傣家竹樓</p> <p class="ql-block">吊橋，鐵索橋</p> <p class="ql-block">一連的一號山</p> <p class="ql-block">去五號山的小路</p> <p class="ql-block">山下是一連</p> <p class="ql-block">咖啡沖的小工棚</p> <p class="ql-block">不知哪里來的飛機螺旋槳，敲它就出工。</p> <p class="ql-block">農(nóng)場中學舊貌</p> <p class="ql-block">為回城泣血抗爭的知青們</p> <p class="ql-block">多少次，攀枝花曾在夢里悄悄絢爛。</p> <p class="ql-block">個舊棉花山，金平分水嶺的云海</p> <p class="ql-block">曼耗橋</p> <p class="ql-block">阿得博的哈尼梯田</p> <p class="ql-block">《趕擺》農(nóng)場中學老師，知青王世友畫。圖中大青樹。</p> <p class="ql-block">雞蛋梱起賣（云南十八怪之一）</p> <p class="ql-block">賣野果的民族女子</p> <p class="ql-block">酸漿果</p> <p class="ql-block">金平縣城里趕街的紅頭瑤</p> <p class="ql-block">街子上吸煙筒的男人們</p> <p class="ql-block">五十年的時光在歷史長河中只是瞬間</p>