<h3><br></h3><h3></h3><div class="image-package" style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; position: relative; margin-right: -15px; margin-bottom: 22px; margin-left: -15px; line-height: 1; text-align: center; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;"><br style="outline: transparent solid 0px;"><div class="image-caption" style="outline: transparent solid 0px; display: inline-block; width: 200px; min-height: 0px; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-color: rgb(217, 217, 217); margin-right: auto; margin-left: auto; padding: 10px; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(153, 153, 153); line-height: 21px; visibility: hidden; position: absolute; pointer-events: none; word-wrap: break-word; word-break: break-word;"></div><h3><br></h3></div><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">年，是一家家的團圓，也是一戶戶守侯的希望。有錢沒錢回家過年成了我們最普通的心愿！過年了，心暖了。內心洋溢著幸福暢想的我，遇到“回誰家過年？”的問題還是會黯然神傷。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;"><b style="outline: transparent solid 0px;">曾經我以為愛比天大，后來發現愛只是天上的一朵浮云，生活包圍了它。</b></h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">婚后的我對年愈發沒有感覺（因為總回婆家過年）。我想回家陪父母過年，可是這樣小小的愿望常常無法實現。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">公公婆婆是大字不識的地道農民，秉承著“媳婦就是潑出去的水，婆家才是真正的家”的理念過了大半輩子，當我那丁點兒念想遇到他們的“死理”，瞬間化為灰燼，再無重燃的可能。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">好在先生明辨是非，總給我“小火苗”，讓我不要灰心，他會慢慢想辦法。這個辦法他想了七八年，始終沒有下文，而我的心早已經糊掉了。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">小年二十三的中午，95后同事問我：以后結婚了可怎么辦？我只想在自己家里過年。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">我干笑，內心如火灼，我何嘗不想呢？</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">她接著說：“就是輪流過年，我也不愿意啊，我父母沒人陪。”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">“我父母沒人陪一定不快樂的。”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;"><b style="outline: transparent solid 0px;">城里的獨生子女應該都有這樣的困惑，其實農村的多子女家庭的孩子如我也有同樣的憂慮。</b></h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">大年二十八晚上，我告訴先生“今年我哪也不想去了，你們回家過年吧！”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">我這是明擺著的“挑釁”，我心里盤算著如果不讓我回娘家過年，那我也不回婆家過年了。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">他的臉色一下晴轉陰，默默看了我三秒，不打算說話。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">我知道他一定又在啟動那個七年也沒有成功的法子了。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">“你不回去，我們爺倆回去啥意思？”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">“我管不著”，我賭氣了。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">“我再想想，再議。”他走開，留下我一個人品嘗五味混雜的心情。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">真是酸甜苦辣澀一應俱全，朋友圈里浩浩蕩蕩回家的喜悅令我滴下了眼淚。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">大年二十九，我坐在床上，看窗外的臘梅開了，風停了，淚眼婆娑的我吟著“風住塵香花滿窗，日晚倦梳頭。”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">他推門進來，“詞改的好啊。”好像要上來吻我，眼神充滿愛意。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">披頭散發狀如女鬼的我推開強湊過來的臉：<b style="outline: transparent solid 0px;">“我哪也不去，此處就是我的年</b>。”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">眼看大年三十的太陽就要升起，大馬路上車子少了很多很多，生意火爆的酸菜魚館關門回家過大年了，藥店門口掛著“新年快樂，年后再見”的牌子，先生坐不住了。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">他請來小兒爬上我的被窩，寶寶肉嘟嘟的臉蛋蹭上我的臉頰“媽媽，你不愛爸爸和寶寶了嗎？”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">我溫柔的看著他“不是，媽媽只想休息一下。”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">“我們一起回奶奶家過年，我和小朋友們玩，爸爸睡在麻將桌上，我們都不用你管的，媽媽到時你就可以休息了。”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">我不忍剝奪掉孩子對年的憧憬，也不想就這樣放棄。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">“媽媽，爸爸說等今晚你睡著，他就把你扛回老家。”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">我實在聽不下去，噗嗤一聲笑了，多么簡單直接的丈夫，這也許就是我的命嗎？</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;"><b style="outline: transparent solid 0px;">回家過年，過你們的年，讓我靜靜吧！</b></h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">狠話說了三火車廂，最后還是我抱著孩子出現在了村口。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">天寒地凍的大年三十晚上，帶著孩子給各家辭歲，孩子們生火烤火，大人們展開桌子鋪上麻將，一切都是祥和的。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">我坐在火堆邊，看著聯歡晚會，《站臺》里佟大為和母親的通話讓我淚目。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">“孩子，我和你爸去三亞旅游了，不說了，我要游泳了。”</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">佟大為看著電話哭了，因為他媽是用家里座機打的。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;"><b style="outline: transparent solid 0px;">不管回哪里過年，只要孩子過得好，父母就放心了。</b>父母放心了，可是內心是否缺一點圓滿，有一些遺憾，這些缺憾在以后的年年歲歲里會慢慢成為習慣嗎？</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">我的心被刺的生疼，無論如何明年我一定要陪父母過年，這是諾言，也是希望。</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">燈通宵的亮著，婆家的年徐徐展開，一派熱鬧非凡，此刻我在想母親包的餃子里放了一塊硬幣嗎？父親的氈帽里放了百元大鈔嗎？</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">少年的夢跑進了我的腦海里，夢里我笑了，笑的開懷肆意，笑的隨心所欲，但愿明早的大公雞不要早起，這樣我的夢可以做的久一點，好嗎？</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;"><br></h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">文：秋天的童話冬天寫</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">圖：網絡侵刪</h3><p style="white-space: normal; outline: transparent solid 0px; margin-bottom: 25px; word-break: break-word; caret-color: rgb(47, 47, 47); color: rgb(47, 47, 47); font-family: "PingFang SC"; font-size: 18px;">音樂：輕音樂</h3>
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